I can’t believe it is already May of 2018! Where has the year gone? It has been an unusual year for me. I went back to the USA twice within 6-months. I needed to see family and take care of some financial business. I didn’t socialize much nor see any client’s since last year.
My health has been really good this past year once we figured out I was being slowly poisoned from some medicines. I stopped taking them but the poison remains inside of me. I live a pretty healthy life so this has helped. The meds slightly damaged my kidneys, and is still in my DNA, nervous system, arteries and liver. I am lucky to be alive! Some of the treatments I do to myself have really made a difference. I use something daily that rewires me at a cellular level. My friends tell me I never age.
Some of you reading this may know that I have spent a lot of time with a very special gentlemen friend since August of 2017. It’s a weird kind of friendship/relationship. One that is long lasting verses a hot, steamy, romantic rendezvous. I love the way he smells, even when he is at the gym. He consumes my thoughts and my juices are always flowing just being around him. Maybe this has helped my health situation; to have someone I really care about in my life. He is a bit guarded with his emotions and feelings, but I know I make a difference in his life. Although he’ll never let me know how much I mean to him.
I have been single for 18-years! So this change in relationship status is new for me. I have spent so many years in my Tantra life that I never wanted a relationship. I just found it too complicated to do both.
My friend is “totally” single too. I know a rarity for a 40+ year old man in India to have never been married. We are both quiet independent and use to being alone. Friends are shocked when I say we never spend the night together. We have only twice in the year and a half we have been friends. And this was after a night of partying! In Tantra, it is best to not sleep together every night. The masculine/feminine poles need to be apart so they will attract. Our life together is not really Tantric, not like the relationship I envisioned being involved in. As I have gotten older, I’m okay with that.
So, I am still not seeing any client’s in Goa. I just don’t feel right inviting any client’s to my space. I will consider seeing friends in Mumbai, Bangalore, Chennai or Delhi if they pay my (higher travelling) fee plus all travel related expenses. So if you are interested in seeing me, send me a detailed note of your interest.
The exciting new is I now have an income for life. A totally shocking windfall! I am so blessed to have this available to me. At my age, and to not have to worry about money is well……………… surreal! I’m not rich, but I can live a comfortable life here in India.
I have been doing Tantra or offering companionship to men for many years. Now, it’s time for me! I am not saying that this is it and Liz is totally retired. I want to keep my options open shall I find I really miss my work. In 2005 and 2013 I took sabbaticals and I decided to return. So who knows, it could happen again!
Gentlemen always ask me who I can refer them to. Honestly, what I offer in India or anywhere else is quite rare. Most Tantra is just an erotic massage. Unfortunately, I do not know of anyone. I guess the thing to do is to Google and do you own research to find someone.